December 23, 2009 • 12:09 pm
December 17, 2009 • 1:57 pm
It’s just so hard to make everyone happy. I want a win-win situation but it is always seem impossible. I don’t know what’s going on in everyone’s mind. I don’t know what’s the right decision. Everyone seem to have something to pick on with my decision. and instead of making me happy, I am now worried, guilty and less pleased with myself. Life is too short for this.
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December 14, 2009 • 1:48 pm
It’s been quite long since I last blogged. Somehow the motivation to blog is declining now. I had been busy with job hunting and everything else. And before I realise it, it’s the end of the year again. And usually at this point, I like to reflect my year. And this year, I had loads to reflect on…
Graduation. Honours. The decision to do honours was not easy. But I decided to take the opportunity. Which I think it is one of the best decision in this year. I have learnt so much. It feels like a totally different student with a whole new perspective to what I have learnt in uni. It was stressful… but it was good.
Relationship. Boyfriend. This is one of the best thing in the year. Who would have thought? Enough said.
Friends. Housemates. I moved out from college this year and embarked living with two other girls under the same roof. We are close. We know all along that we can get along well. I got to admit that at first, I was a little bit scared. But I think it is also one of the best thing in this year. Living with two closest friends in Perth, and making funny rules in the house is very fun. We are like three messiest person on earth. haha
Job hunting. Well, this is one thing that I least want to do this year. But so far, I am still motivated. I’ve got a few calls and interviews. and that’s good enough to keep me going. And sooon…*wink*
Personal. This year… life changed for me. I learn to appreciate myself more. I learn to believe in myself more. And I tried out random stuffs that I thought I will never like.. fishing for instance 
It’s really hard to believe how much I have changed, at the same time deep down.. I am still the same me
So this year it is all good. Would it have been better? Maybe. But it may also be much worst.
I begin the year with feeling lost and don’t know what to anticipate. But I look forward to stepping into 2010.
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December 2, 2009 • 12:26 pm
I need both. I need all the luck. I need miracles. I need hope. I need faith. I hope I didn’t screw up.
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November 26, 2009 • 7:06 pm
Sometimes I got carried away. I admit. My fault. I know. I feel bad. I will not do it again. I want to be better. I will be better. I promise.
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November 20, 2009 • 9:51 pm
I hope I did not overdo. I am afraid. I hope I did not screw up anything. Please… I hope I did not step over the line.
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November 6, 2009 • 10:48 pm
The clouds do not seem to dissappear. They get thicker instead. There are so many things flashing through my mind, yet I don’t seem to be doing anything. And worst, some of it is not even in my control. As I sit and stare into the ceiling each night, I feel so helpless and so scared. I just want to fall asleep, but I simply can’t.
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November 5, 2009 • 1:54 pm
I realised I am a bit outdated. In Malaysia, we don’t play boardgames. We don’t even play games in a gathering. It’s all about food and chats Just using our mouth to its fullest capabilities 
Anyway, last night we went over to a friend’s place for coffee and tea which ended up as ovaltine and milo (yes..we miss our childhood sometimes -__-) At first, we were playing with hermit crabs (those soft shell crabs that ‘lives’ in abandoned seashells to protect themselves, and they move around with the seashells). Then we got bored, so we decided to play boardgames and she took down her monopoly set. And that’s when I was amazed …. ( before you continue reading you should know that I am very outdated in these things, and hence my ‘exarggerated amazement’)
Her monopoly doesn’t have notes. Instead each player has an ‘atm card’. and there’s this machine that will add money and deduct money from the card. How awesome is that?!! Gone is the day where we need to count our cash in hand. Bet Jen will love it because she needs not to count anymore . And… it is also environmental friendlier or rather tree friendlier. (The use of plastics is not very biodegradable if you think about it). It was a fun game. and faster too. With the new high tech stuffs, I still win hahah.. Nah.. I am just lucky not to land on some hotels.
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November 1, 2009 • 11:38 pm
Today was different. A grumpy morning for not getting the assistance I wanted. The Kwinana freeway. Picnic outlooking the Indian Ocean. Drive around the marina. Imaginations gone wild of luxuries and wealths. Snapping away under the sun. America’s Cup. Evolution of sailing boats. A lecture on the ropes and sails for a 34 foot yatch. Sudden random crave for chilli mussels. Try my hands at fishing. Coastline route. Sharing some love. First time scalling fish. Clean, marinated, grilled and baked the fish. Only to discover that the fish were full of bones. Numb3rs. White wine. Facebook. Wanted to blog more. Wanted to post photos. Tired. So some other days I guess. Anyway, 6th month. Happy
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I can’t wait for the dinner. Best of all, we have gifts 
So, Meiying and I are conspiring to make her so touched that she will feel heavy hearted to leave. muahahahaaa 